I am officially 17 years old now. It is my birthday.
First, I want to share a simple message for everyone in my life.
I know that I am not that great person who cared about everyone. I know I did so many mistakes in my life. May be someone is sad because of me. I am not perfect at all but I am the human who wants to make others happy because of her. I tried as much as I can to be a good person, daughter, friend and writer. I hope that everyone on the earth is sound and safe. I have never hoped a bad thing for anyone. I just want you to forgive me if I made you upset one day accidentally.
A word to my 16 years old self.
Hanbyul, you are older now. Your days were not easy but you are better than a lot of people. Be grateful for what you have and remember that some people on earth do not have anything to make them alive. Remember that there are destitute people and homeless children. If you felt sad in anytime, just remember that there is someone who needs your help and there are some people should be proud of you. You suffered a lot and you laughed a lot. You made some achievements and you failed in many trails. Many people love you and so many people hate you. You were more independent than you thought. You did not need any one to wake you up from you anxiety or from your laziness. You were aware enough of yourself. Look at your faults and learn from it, look at your success and be proud of. You may feel useless, but you have never been worthless. Stay humble stay free.
**Hanbyul is a nickname that my friend chose to me and it means the star which is always bright in korean language**
I will not share my achievements and failures here because I do not like sharing my personal details or my insecurities.
I can say that this blog is one of my achievements because I was very bad blogger the past few years. I think I am better now and I need to improve more. Do not you think that I am better?
I am happy that we are near to hit about 1000 view. I am proud of you guys and I am thankful to anyone read this blog.
I started this blog about five months ago. I was very hesitated about the name but everyday I feel that I was right.
Life was not made to be that hard but people make it hard.
I do not force anyone to be persuaded with my opinion. When I look at any problem in my life, I find that someone made it complicated. Everything can be solved if we took it right and in a peaceful way. Wars, starvations, poverty, murders, suicide….etc. All of that would not have existed if people had done the right things. If they thought about humanity and peace if they did not thought about rapacity, everything could be better.
Humans are always the only cause of damage.
This is just my little explanation about the name of my blog and I am proud of it. I f you have different thought, I respect you.
My little advice for you.
-Freedom is a superb bless from god. Do not lose it in anyway. Stick to your thoughts and do not change it. Respect everyone but do not be persuaded by any thoughts that do not fit you. Do not lose your freedom to satisfy anyone else.
-people’s opinions will never define who you are. Most of the people will look at you as they look at the peel of the mango. You do not have to be yellow or green mango to be loved. You have to be your own color. When people see that you are confident in your own skin, they will respect you.
Be confident, you are worthy.
-Learn by yourself. Do not wait for anyone to teach you anything. Learn how to teach yourself and how to master things. Learn how to be the head of yourself. Create your own sources and you will never need anyone.
-Social media is poisonous. Try to reduce your usage of it. Caring about how many likes or comments you got is really useless thing. Try to share useful feed on social media and avoid being addicted.
Explore the real world even if it is bad, it will be better that a digital one.
-Your family is the most important thing. Your friends can cheat on you but parents are always honest. I know there are many bad parents but at the end you will find them standing by you.
-You will meet people in your life who will make you understand the actual meaning of friendship. Don’t lose them. You will meet people who will make you understand the actual meaning of cheating. Lose them immediately.
-LOVE YOURSELF. Treat it well and punish it when it needs to.
Thanks for everyone got into my life this year. Thanks for everyone supported me. Thanks for my parents and my friends. I am so grateful to have all of you.
Thanks for making me happier today.
The start from the end.
The end of my 16th is the start of my 17th. I just want to learn more and more, to help people as I can, to make my parents proud of me, to draw a smile on people’s face,……to be remembered.
You may tire of reality but you never tire of dreams
All my love and respect for you guys.
Stay sound and hopeful.
My parents, I am nothing without you.
Donia Thanks for being different from any friend I have ever had.
*Reem – Nadeen – Nora- Hyung …..and other people * Thanks gor being here for me today.
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